Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Colourful Eyes Day 2 + OOTD + some rambling

It's quite funny how strangers email me and comment about my mismatched eyebrows and how they actually like me for posting photos of my mismatched eyebrows. Life works weird that way. Strangers that don't really know you are the people that give you good (or bad) judgements that you will cherish (or loathe).

After catching up on GLEE episodes, I figured I need to really love myself before I can learn how to love others. Very cheesy but that Born This Way performance and the entire episode about loving yourself really struck a chord.

As of now, I am in the process of trying to believe that I am fine the way I am, but this is a process that is difficult to take. SO, I have embarked on YET ANOTHER mission which will allow me to get to know myself a little bit better, and that is by writing in a diary. Old-fashioned but letting your frustrations out is the first step to understanding yourself. HOORAY TO THAT.

Another matter that caught up with me is how lonely I have become, compared to the others here in Stockholm. Everyday, my friends are going out, having fun while I am alone in my room. Not because I don't want to go, but because nobody asked. But, I realised being vexed over such things is ridiculous and will rake up too much emotional wastage, so I AM NOT GOING TO BE EMONEMO ABOUT IT.

I have 19 days left in Stockholm (39 if you count my last eurotrip to France, Italy and Spain) and I will not let these 19 days be full of self-hatred. YES I WILL LOVE MYSELF.

And I think my best lover here in Stockholm is the photobooth. HAHA. :D Sounds so so so sad but I like making funny faces and making other people's day by looking at funny me! :D

And those who love my mismatched eyebrows, thank you! YOU GUYS SERIOUSLY MADE MY DAY! :D



Colourful-eyes DAY 2! I can't seem to take the best photo that will do the colours justice! In this photo, everything looks like a blob of brown, BUT NO I DID NOT CHEAT. I used gold in the inner corners and orange in the outer corners!

Maybe tomorrow I shall try yellow and green! HEEHEE. :D


Outfit of the day!

Shades: thrifted from Berlin
Tank: monki
Denim outerwear: Cheap Monday
Pants: Urban Outfitter (Silence & Noise)
Sandals: from Athens
Bracelet: H&M
Rings: from SG and thrifted from Budapest



I like how the flash function makes my skin look so even-toned. In real life, I have the horrid disease of uneven skintone due to the strong Greece sunlight! BOO.



My new sandals from Athens! Made in Athens and specially customised for my feet! For 20 euros, I think it's worth it because wearing it with the outfit above made me look so chillax. Got street-busker/wannabe-artist feeling. HAHA.


More tomorrow! :D

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