Saturday, August 13, 2011

it's in a week's time!

I am turning 22 in a weeks' time. To be really honest, I see no purpose in celebrating my old age because it will just make me feel depressed and wrinkly. However, dear good friends and dear mr chung, if you guys wanna celebrate it with me, I will not deprive you guys of the chance! Just inform me when and where and I will be there to share my old age with everyone!

No birthday wishes this year also. What else to wish but to not age so fast? I'm getting quite scared of how fast time is passing. I'm in my early 20s, meaning mid-20s is coming, which means I will approach the grand-old age of 30 in 8 years' time. WHATTHESHIT.

Hi mr chung, thanks for tolerating the shit that I have thrown on you these past few days. :D


AND WOWWOWWEEWOW, these are 28.80 a pair! :D So getting them! Going to decide on a colour by tomorrow and I WILL CLICK THE "CONFIRM CART" BUTTON! :D


I was reading happie nuts (Japanese fashion magazine) and I saw this hairstyle! SO awesome right? Sadly I have terrible face structure for this. BOO.


How terrible? Like this terrible. HAHA.


halo guys, can you wear nicer shoes next time? Stop with the ahpek slippers and sandals can?


Friday, August 12, 2011

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Thursday, August 11, 2011

Social media backlash

I have never hated Twitter, facebook and blogging until now. Whenever I feel like I need to let something out but do not want someone to know and judge me, I have nowhere to go. This leads me to bottling everything up and we all know what will happen when you try to blow too much air into a balloon.

Then write a diary! you might say.

The thing is I have grown so dependent on the keyboard then whenever I hold a pen above an empty page, my mind stops working and I don't know where to begin.

I need someone to let out my emotions to, someone to cry to. But sadly for my poor soul, I have yet to find that willing someone.

I thought you have a boyfriend?! you might say.

The answer to that will be that I'm a fucking asshole who still find it unreasonable to be sharing my woes with someone else, because only I should be unhappy and I shouldn't make anyone else less happy. Sometimes I want to say things, but I end up not saying anything at all, which makes things worse because I get all pissy and I flare up over nothing.

Then you are a retard! you might say.

I also say.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

School once again

I survived my first day of school, well barely survived.

My timetable is somewhat complete. Despite the euphoria over another semester of 4-day school weeks, my upcoming workload never fails to sent a shudder down my feeble spine.

Majoring in Communication Research and Policy is not easy; that I already know since the day I decided on my major. However, I think I belittled the term "not easy".

This means I'm going to spend a whole lot of time in school, doing research papers and term projects. Also, this means I'm going to become extremely sensitive and will bite anyone who pisses me off. Such are expected, and dear friends please be kind to me.

To sum it all up, dear fifi's friends, please tolerate my future meltdowns. This major is highly challenging and if I pull through (or in Super Idol Senior Trinetta Chong's words - we fucking did it!) I will love you all to death and give you all many kisses.

I CAN DO THIS!

Huiling, Yinghui, Xien and Jeremy - WE CAN DO THIS DEAR RESEARCH FRIENDS. :D

Sunday, August 7, 2011

New template once again...

Getting tired of being colourful and bubbly.

Since school is starting, the immense pressure will push me to crawl back into my silent comfort zone. Laughter is very much needed in the coming hard times, but it will not come easy.

Black with hints of colours. Just the way I like it.

Miu Miu Sneakers - TO DIE FOR

These retail around 500-600 USD. ARGH.





Major gorgeous. If I were born a princess or the daughter of a freak wealthy businessman, I will get all designs.

Problem is I am not.

Make do make do. How to make do. Stud my own sneakers? HEH.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Korea Haul

Eve and Chay Teng was in Korea the previous month for the 1-month university stint (there's a name for it, but i can't remember at this instant) and NATURALLY, I wanted some skincare stuff.

The products that I purchased! Reviews for some of them will be up soon! :)







This is from Chay. SBS Pens! HAHA! :)



Photobomb. Lazy to write. Never change.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Tutorial: Everyday Neutral Look

Jo Quek requested for a tutorial on neutral look and NOBODY CAN DENY JO QUEK WHAT SHE WANTS. HAHA.

I have always wanted to do a tutorial, but I was too self-conscious to do it because I figure my skills are not as honed as other make-up bloggers. BUTHEYHEY, I have finally mustered up the courage to try on one! Tell me what you guys think about it yeah! :) Been feeling rather lonely in the comments section. HAHA.

Tutorial: Everyday Neutral Look

First up, you need a good eyelid primer.

The reason for using a primer is to ensure that the eyeshadow sticks well to your eyelid, will not budge throughout the day, and make sure that there is minimal smudging and smearing a time goes by. Another reason is that sometimes certain eyeshadows appear brighter or their colours are much more vibrant when applied on a well-primed eyelid.

I'm using my fool-proof Urban Decay Eyeshadow Primer Potion for this look. This primer is great for those with oily lids!


Apply it evenly all over your eyelids.


Next, you need a good matte skin-coloured eyeshadow and a large eyeshadow brush. I'm using Revlon Matte Eyeshadow in 002 and a Coastal Scents eyeshadow brush.


Apply the eyeshadow all over the lid, even until the browbone (the area directly below the end of your eyebrows).

The reason for applying this colour is to make eyeshadow blending an easier process. A lot of girls like to apply pretty colours on the eyelids but they don't realise/forgot that they have to blend the colours with a skin-tone colour to make the look more natural. Without blending, all you get is a harsh line between the colour and your skin, and this makes the entire look blotchy, untidy and simply ugly. SO PLEASE REMEMBER TO BLEND. CRUCIAL STEP WHICH I WILL DEMONSTRATE LATER ON.


Using a smaller and flatter eyeshadow brush, apply a gold-brown colour. I'm using Half-Baked from Urban Decay Naked Palette and a Coastal Scents eyeshadow brush.


Brush this colour all over the lid until below the crease (The crease is the line which gives you your double/multiple eyelids). Focus the colour mainly on the front and middle of the eyelid.


Using the same brush, apply a darker brown on the outer eyelid. I'm using Darkhorse from Urban Decay Naked Palette and the other side of the similar Coastal Scents brush.


Apply the colour, focusing on the middle and outer area of the eyelid. The method of application should be such that the darker colour will follow the shape of the eyebrow, but still applied under the crease. In a way, the line should be parallel to your eyebrow. Try to blend the 2 colours in the middle, so you will not have a harsh straight line in the middle of your eyelids.


And you will get this. Notice that there's an ugly harsh line between the eyeshadow colours and my own skin. THIS IS UNFORGIVEABLE. So you have to blend...


I go back to my Revlon Matte Eyeshadow in 002, together with ELF Studio Eye Contour Brush.


What I do is that I use the brush to lightly apply the colour on the empty area, and then after that, I blend them all together by using a slight pressure to bring the colours upwards. Use gentle upward motion strokes to blend them.


The result is a much more natural look. :)


Then use your favourite eyeliners; black for the upper lid and brown for the lower lid (brown is optional, you can just go with nothing on the lower lid). I'm using Urban Decay's 24/7 Glide-On Eye Pencil in Perversion and Bourbon.


First, draw a line across your lid, as near to your lashline as possible. Do not attempt a wing if you are still a beginner because once you screw that up, you screw the entire look up and you have to restart, which is a bummer.

How thick the eyeliner should be depends on your preference.


And then apply brown eyeliner on the lower lid, focusing on the outer and middle area. The reason for the brown eyeliner is to create a base for the eyeshadow colours that I'm going to apply on the lower lid; so that they won't budge throughout the day!


Using an eyeliner brush, or in this case ELF Concealer Brush, and the same colours that are on your upper eyelids, apply the colours on your lower eyelids.


Darkhorse on the outer to middle area of the lower lid...


... and Half-Baked on the inner corners.


One trick I always do is to apply a brighter, shimmery colours on my inner lower eyelids. By doing that, you make yourself look very much awake even when you are very very sleepy. It creates a brighter look and you look more alert, very good for deceiving parents/teachers/interviewers/etc.


And then use your favourite mascara to finish the look! I usually do 2 coats of CoverGirl Lash Blast Mascara for separation and lengthening of the lashes and then a coat of Maybelline Pulse Perfection Mascara for that much needed volume!


One trick to apply mascara: tilt your head up, look down and open your mouth. Looks pretty unglam, but works wonders!


The finished look!


I look like a smurf in the above picture because of my gigantic nose. HIAKHIAK.

Anyway, this tutorial is very much basic and no fancywancy effects, just simple in-your-face photos. Hope Jo Quek finds it useful and hope nobody laughed at my untrimmed eyebrows. :D

Monday, August 1, 2011

Latest addiction: www.freepeople.com

I stumbled upon this online retail store a few nights ago and I must say I just created another window shopping fiasco. It's one of those stores where everything is too expensive to purchase, but oh-so-magical to see.

Everything is so ethereal-ish! I love just staring at the models and how the clothes fit their bodies perfectly. Some of the apparels are too garish for the conservative Singaporeans, but there's no harm in getting that tiny thrill when looking at ostentatious pieces on gorgeous models and them working those pieces!

Here are some of my favourite pieces! (By favourite I mean I stared at them for more than 10 seconds to take in every beautiful detail.)



The first pair of footwear that caught my eye. I am quite surprised that my eyes didn't naturally navigate towards the heels galore. Oh and guess what, this pair is by Jeffrey Campbell. OH LOVELY BRAND.



Gonna stalk this store forever and ever and wish that money will fall from the sky and I will be able to click and order everything that I like. MAJOR BIG SIGH.