Tuesday, April 13, 2010

strangle

Another angsty post.

Wondering if people notice when they are being really unreasonable.
Are they born with it, or are they just being a donkey?

You are not the best in this school, don't act like you are. Because you will never be best in this school where people are so good in their own ways.

And also it's normal for you to be with the better ones, but can you be like more subtle about it?

halo busybee

I am going to stay in hall for the weekend.
What a change.

Me need to mug and being home means doing a lot of unneeded activities.

kthxbye.

Monday, April 12, 2010

wanted to.

Contentment
Oliver Wendell Holmes

Little I ask; my wants are few;
I only wish a hut of stone,
(A very plain brown stone will do,)
That I may call my own;
And close at hand is such a one,
In yonder street that fronts the sun.

Plain food is quite enough for me;
Three courses are as good as ten;
If Nature can subsist on three,
Thank Heaven for three. Amen!
I always thought cold victual nice;
My choice would be vanilla-ice.

I care not much for gold or land;
Give me a mortgage here and there,
Some good bank-stock, some note of hand,
Or trifling railroad share,
I only ask that Fortune send
A little more than I shall spend.

Honors are silly toys, I know,
And titles are but empty names;
I would, perhaps, be Plenipo,
But only near St. James;
I'm very sure I should not care
To fill our Gubernator's chair.

Jewels are baubles; 't is a sin
To care for such unfruitful things;
One good-sized diamond in a pin,
Some, not so large, in rings,
A ruby, and a pearl, or so,
Will do for me; - I laugh at show.

My dame should dress in cheap attire;
(Good, heavy silks are never dear;)
I own perhaps I might desire
Some shawls of true Cashmere,
Some marrowy crapes of China silk,
Like wrinkled skins on scalded milk.

I would not have the horse I drive
So fast that folks must stop and stare;
An easy gait - two forty-five
Suits me; I do not care;
Perhaps, for just a single spurt,
Some seconds less would do no hurt.

Of pictures, I should like to own
Titians and Raphaels three or four,
I love so much their style and tone,
One Turner, and no more,
(A landscape, - foreground golden dirt,
The sunshine painted with a squirt.)

Of books but few, - some fifty score
For daily use, and bound for wear;
The rest upon an upper floor;
Some little luxury there
Of red morocco's gilded gleam
And vellum rich as country cream.

Busts, cameos, gems, such things as these,
Which others often show for pride,
I value for their power to please,
And selfish churls deride;
One Stradivarius, I confess,
Two Meerschaums, I would fain possess.

Wealth's wasteful tricks I will not learn,
Nor ape the glittering upstart fool;
Shall not carved tables serve my turn,
But all must be of buhl?
Give grasping pomp its double share,
I ask but one recumbent chair.

Thus humble let me live and die,
Nor long for Midas' golden touch;
If Heaven more generous gifts deny,
I shall not miss them much,
Too grateful for the blessing lent
Of simple tastes and mind content!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

honesty. done.

What a wholesome night.

I did what I planned to accomplish and I'm ready to kill tomorrow's workload.

This semester is much-abhorred due to the non-existent reading week just before the examination. We have an assignment still and a test next week.

Though I'm rather oblivious to this non-existent reading week, I know I will panic the day before 22nd April 2010. The combination of COM202 and COM208 in one day is almost lethal to any regular university student's brain juice. Lucky for all of us, 208 comes before 202 and hence, if my theory is proven factual, we will all do well in COM208. (As evidenced by my grades that were directly proportional to the order of exam papers taken in Semester 1 Day 1 of examination - COM201 A-, COM203 B and HF101 B-)

Next week will also be my last 3 weeks or so in hall with Jo in the room. She has to move out by 7th May and I have to move out by 14th May because my last paper ends on 7th May.

I must say that I will miss this little room of mine. Ever since the air-con was installed, life in hall room has been of extreme comfort. Sleep and more sleep. Even hall food has grown on me. The extremely cheap slices of huge watermelon will definitely be the sore mark of leaving hall. The sibei handsome angmoh guys who love to be topless will also be dearly missed. (did I ever mention that my room has an excellent view of the angmoh guys' room? LOL) Also, how can snooping around rooms, on the lookout for making out couples be forgotten?

Most importantly, the parties and the booze.

I want to get a room next year! But, I am almost sure that if my roomie is not Jo Quek, I will not stay in hall. (complete awwww moment)

It's 3:43 am now and I can safely say that my emotions have never felt so serene before.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

This is horrible

I am going study.

And then the head works its magic again.

So now I have a throbbing headache and staring at the computer screen makes it worse.

I feel so useless. I'm going to sleep.

Mainly MY RED HOUSE Cosmetics Haul

As the dates come nearer and nearer, the fear in me builds up and I realise how screwed up I will end up being if I don't start some extreme knowledge-cramming now. That is why I ran to the storage room and I took out this extremely dusty and old wooden table, and I painstakingly pushed my bed to the other side of the room to make room for the table. The war has finally begun and the last time this table was in my room was in July 2008 when I was as scared as ever for the dreadful A Levels.

I think this table brings me good luck. Sheer luck that made me enrol into WKWSCI. Hence, I am once again going to depend on a little bit of sheer luck to get better results than before. I acquired a GPA of 3.88 in Year 1 Semester 1, which in my opinion is quite mediocre. This semester my targeted GPA is

4.00

May not be very high to most SCI students but I believe in the philosophy of gradual self-improvement. Once you have too high a hope for yourself, you fall even harder when you don't get what you want. On the other hand, when you slowly build up your armour and thus finetune your skills, success will be within reach and sooner or later you will reach it. Acceleration is not what you want in your GPA because when you make a large room of improvement through acceleration, you create ample space for another drastic fall.


Such an opening deserves a round of applause. Or... perhaps an acknowledgement in the comment box? I feel quite mundane when I have no comments in my comment box. But then again, I receive emails from unknown strangers regarding this blog. I suppose I just want opinions from my friends. =)

Hauling has been under strict control until something disastrous happened on 1st April 2010. I shall explain that further down the post.

Firstly, I got myself some toners. I have been using Neutrogena Black-head Control toner and that toner is god-sent. I have an estimated 80% reduction in number of black heads on my nose. Also, the cooling effect was an extra nice touch, especially for those hot mornings in hall.
However, I wanted to try something new. I was contemplating on whether I should get a toner for sensitive skin (although I do not have sensitive skin) and see if it can improve the situation of my chin. My chin area has been really cranky this semester and it has blotches of redness all over, and they are not pimples! Just red all over.

And how timely was it for me to find a seller at sg_beauty selling these two bottles of toner for 4 bucks total. And yes, they are brand new.

I'm using Organic Surge right now and it's doing its job quite well. The moisturiser I use will be absorbed quickly into my skin and my skin will feel dry and smooth after a few minutes. I hate it when I apply my moisturiser and the skin feels sticky even after half an hour of application.

Lavera toner has good reviews from vivawoman. Hence, I'm quite looking forward to using it.


As I said, I was controlling my impulse beauty buys because I admit I have so much makeup that perhaps when I die, some of them will still be untouched/unfinished.

I was on facebook and I saw FacesBySarah post an article on some April Fool's Quest by MY RED HOUSE Cosmetics. However, I was not interested and I skipped the article altogether. Then Lily smsed me and told me about the $1 deals! I cannot help but whip out the ibanking device and click away. Eyeshadows were $22 previously and they sold it for $1?! Too good to miss. So I ended up paying $19, which worked out to be 15 items and $4 handling fee.

The packaging was damn nice. And it was via normal postage. The postman was so nice as to deliver it to my house because it couldn't fit into the mailbox. HAHA. How coincidental was it that I was home on a Friday afternoon and this was delivered? Friday was my good day!


As you can notice, I'm very lucky to only have 3 items Out Of Stock (OOS). Many bloggers in the beauty blogging world were unfortunate enough to only get half or 1/4 of what they purchased.

So they refunded me my $3, meaning I ended up paying $16 only. However, here is the funny part: if 3 items were OOS, that means I will only get 12 items right? But once again due to sheer luck (must be the wooden table again lor, I used it to take these photos!), I received 15 items with 3 items being randomly assigned (too much 208) to me. I have never chosen these 3 items and it was given to me. THIS IS AWESOME MAN!



So this is the 15 products. The 3 random items were 3 of the eyeshadows. My favourite item has got to be the blushes.


Lipsticks in Dolce and Crystal Rose (Limited Edition)


Very smooth and very wearable colours. I sweat I will be able to wear these to school because they are so versatile. The pigmentation is very smooth and unlike the very drying NYX lipsticks, these are really moisturising. I shall try them out on Monday when I go back to school! WOOTS!


Mascara in Ink.

This is a very mediocre mascara. Not much wow-factor. The only good thing about it is that it is a really separating mascara. Hence, for those who are interested in getting this, I suggest you use in conjunction with your other trustable mascaras so that you can get a separating effect on top of your desired effect. For those into volumised lashes, skip this please. Personally, I will use this in conjunction with my Maybelline Cat-Eyes Mascara or my L'oreal Double Extend Tubes.


Blushers in Hush Pink, Natural Beauty, Rose Bud and Adobe. (in exact order)


Swatches (in order similar as above) with flash.

These blushers are my favourites. I do not own quite a lot of matte blushers and these are matte and highly pigmented.

Rose Bud is an extremely pigmented and dark colour. I'm in love with this colour but I suppose wearing it excessively will resemble myself as baboon's buttocks.


Eyeshadows in
Top row: Washed Denim, Suede and Overcast
Bottom row: Lavender Haze, Dark Angel, Blackened Jewel and Sorbet


Swatches without flash (in exact arrangement as above)


Swatches with flash

These eyeshadows are very pigmented, especially Washed Denim and Lavender Haze. I think the formulation of these 2 are different; they are polychromatic shadows while the other 5 are dimensional shadows.

For the polychromatic shadows, their formulation is both metallic and smooth which aids better blending.

For the dimensional shadows, glitters are incorporated into the formulations and somehow I feel that the glitters used are too chunky. The most prominent of being very chunky will be blackened jewel. I tried to swatch it by swiping it with my finger and once I touched the surface of the eyeshadow, I can already feel the glitters scratching my finger. The problem that may appear will be the risk of these glitters going inside the eye, which can be rather painful and for contact lens wearers, there's an additional risk of the glitters scratching your lens.


I was very bimbotic and as I happily snapped away, I forgot the existence of another blush in one corner. =X.

Another blusher in Flirt.


A very barbie pink blusher. Good to use if you want to look naturally flushed. =)


The box that contained all the cosmetics was such an excellent storage box. I transferred all my nail stuff into this box and now the cosmetics cupboard has never looked tidier. All hail the black box!


As said in previous previous PREVIOUS post, I was lemming the new SilkyGirl Mascara and thee was a promotion going on where this mascara was only 9.90! I couldn't get out of the house to grab it (there was a one-week limit for the sale) due to academic commitments and fortunately for me mr savior aka mr tan hong wei helped me purchase it! THANK YOU TAN MAO MAO!


The wand looks promising. I have not given it a try though.

Without flash.


With flash.

Such a heartwarming post right? =)

I shall be a good girl and stop buying stuff AT ALL this week. That will be my promise to myself, no more online shopping for THIS WEEK! However, I'm still waiting for 2 cotton on dresses, which I bought last week, so I guess they won't count if I post it under a haul post next week? =/

I will study and conquer all those bastards who think that my grades are not well-deserving. For those who think that way, I'm just very sorry to say that you are not apt in finding better ways of scoring. Doing everything yourself does not mean you are the REAL GENUINE student. In the real working world, if you don't know how to embark on a certain project, you consult a professional and your project will be smooth-sailing and your boss will be happy. I'm really sorry if I was smart enough to find help and you did not. URGH. WEIRDOS.

Ass-whipped. MUAHAHA.

Friday, April 9, 2010

some really awesome stuff

A truly busy week indeed with 202 guide, 206 video and 204 print ad to be submitted BACK TO BACK.

Which is the reason why today is REST DAY! Reward myself for being such an awesome student. =)

This is the print ad that we are going to pass up for 204 Assignment 3. GIRLS, DROOL ON! HAHA.


Some outfit that I conjured up this week. (as you have already noticed, this is a completely substance-less post.)



My killer heels came. ZOMG. This pair is 12 cm tall! I will be 175cm if I wear it. WOOTS. The problem is how I will survive out of the door.


HOOKER HEELS FTW!




And I hauled again! NYX lipstick in Paris and MAC Viva Glam VI! Both are rather striking colours. I'm quite certain Paris will be left untouched. HAHA.

Also in the picture is AVON glitter liner in Black. In my most honest opinion, the glitters were non-existent. But great consistency.




Photos were taken by trusted iPhone.
Very bad quality but heck lar. I didn't charge my camera battery this week. HAHA.

fake

Migraine is really sucking the soul out of me.

It's not advisable to skip a COM208 tutorial and I skipped the last one because of my useless head.

I'm going for 206 though, the migraine has gone from both sides to one side. Still a torture but definitely better.

While choosing my outfit, I decided to fake a healthy front. So I'm now wearing a pink floral dress and I bronzed my face because I looked like a ghost if I didn't. Seriously, this migraine is making me go crazy!

On a happier note, Seira is back from the UK today! YAY! Westerners outing!=)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Just a question: when was the last time you stop competing with people?

Health competition may have a certain impact of doing well, but why must we rely on being competitive to do well?

I really miss carefree days.

Well, I don't miss carefree days since I think I haven't had one single carefree day.

I really want carefree days.

I don't want to compete with anyone else. I just want to do things for myself and no one else. Sometimes I really hate it when people just go on and on and on about how they are better off/worse off than another. Like seriously, do you need to affirm yourself to others that way?

But I don't deny that I do reverse psychology to scare the shit out of the other party. Like when the other person said that he/she completed an assignment, I will I completed it 2 hours ago. Such manipulative actions are so well-drilled into our pillars of characters.

But still,

I want days free of manipulation and tactic-friendship. I just want an innocent fondness towards each other and pure adoration for each other's strengths.

Those days obviously will never appear.

I hope when I die, I no longer need to be manipulative in my after life.
I really hope so.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OH-SO MANY PEOPLE!

I came back home to find a lot of mails for me. LOL. my new heels are here. My viva glam lipstick is here. WOOTS.
The heels are killer-high though.
And the lipstick is quite dark for my skintone BUT I WILL PULL IT OFF.

Should I wear it to school tomorrow? HAHAHAHA.

6th April 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIKO!! =)

7th April 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNXIANG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANLEY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MAMA!♥♥