I cannot afford to be cheery every single minute and every single second because the fact that I'm human means that I have my down moments too.
That's when I need my friends.
What friends?
Tweet, don't reply.
Facebook wallpost, don't reply.
SMS, don't reply.
I'm a very thick-skinned person. The fact that I took the initiative to do such things already shows how much I want a reply already.
It tickles me how I still stare at "friendship" with much doubt.
Then, it hit me real hard.
I don't really have anyone to turn to.
Best friend #1 has moved so far I can't even reach him anymore.
Best friend #2 has got nothing to say but retaliation to whatever I say.
Best friend #3 and #4 are NOT replying to any of my pleas.
Best friend #5 is overseas.
Noone to blame but myself. Cheesy but true.
Gotta slap myself real hard and have a good cry.
And then see the world once again positively.
Oh, and yes I get jealous sometimes. Because I cannot be cheerful all the time, and people who are gets what they want.
And when I compare myself to others, I find myself extremely pathetic in so many ways.
Sucks to be me.
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