Breeding ground

Massive pimple outbreak. Life is painful.

Not much sleep.

Not much healthy food.

Stress.

Pre-Menstrual Syndrome.

All adds up to me being pimply. I have never seen so many bumps between my eyebrows before. My goodness.

And I will definitely go out with loads of concealer, so that doesn't really help the situation. I just hope my period comes now, so I have one less factor contributing to the breeding ground.

Some awesome photos of the past week.

Finally ate Blk 85 Bak Chor Mee. Not that fantastic in my opinion. But I think my anger factored in me thinking this way because the bastard uncle forgot my order and Chay and I waited for more than 30 minutes in vain. How can he forget when I already paid for it?!

Photos from the archaeological dig for hh211. People often remark that the professors all hid the artifacts before the students come so that there's that cheap thrill when you find something. What siol.

FYI these digging grounds are fresh and we students are actually cheap labour to them, or volunteers as they nicely labeled us as. The work is shit tiring, but rather satisfying when you feel the calories burning. Oh, and you don't get to keep anything but credits to your grade.

257 tutorial - less than 10 people attended it. Made me wonder why I attended it in the first place. The class is getting smaller and smaller as the semester progresses.

OOH, Dim Sum feast at Swee Choon. It wasn't as good as the first visit. But I love those Xiao Long Baos! :))

Kenny, oh kenny. Nothing less expected from him.

After 252 presentation. This is Jeremy, and he is the master of everything. Academics or finding weird youtube videos. ALL HE CAN DO.

Major LOL. Huiling looks like some whimpering puppy. HAHAHAHAHAHA. And I look like a siaofierce bitch (pun - female dog, get it get it?)

Suddenly this thought of having fiery red hair came to me. Should I? HMMMMMMMMM.

busybee

Fighting the cold in NLB now. Rushing my hh211 report at the same time. I'm done with my part though, so we just need a few moments before we can proceed to Bedok for some delicious bak chor mee. We - Chay and I.

A week of roller coaster. Nothing beats that description.

Guys shouldn't have so much ego attached to them. Ego is something that brings down a person. Too much ego destroys you.

Like is it that difficult to apologise? I will apologise if the matter's my fault. Obviously this matter's not my fault, any stranger will be able to evaluate that, so don't even bother waiting for my apology.

My close friends out there will know how critical my language and speech are. Even Jo agrees that that's how we all talk what. Goes to show who my close friends are right? Just to further dwell into this, I am only critical to people that deserves my "snarkiness". So what does that say about you?

Problems are problems. Who doesn't have problems. I have a mountainful of them and I ain't being sensitive to every single tweet that I see. I "DARE" to call you sensitive because halo, how are you not?! Talking about rude, your smses were the ultimate of all rudeness.

Bah.

No apology no talk. I shall be with Xi En on this. LORD LUO IS MIGHTY.

They just get shorter and shorter

Hauling's not rampant during these stressful days. I think I'm going to update my blog more for social purposes than for hauling.

But I did get some new stuff this past week.

First, I went to Mustafa Centre with Yinghui after our Dimsum feast and was rather delighted to buy this set of pens for just 8 .60. EXAM PENS!

I also bought some mascaras from CCUK that were recommended by so many beauty bloggers on onsugar. Rather displeased with them though. =.= Luckily they were mad cheap, like 3-5 bucks, so I'm fine with it.

Got myself for edm brushes because THEY ARE SO SOFT! I'm planning to use them when I'm in Sweden! :) Excited already. (Talking about Sweden, I hope they accept my residence permit application, if not I will be a really really sad girl).

Got myself a new pair of wedges too. It was 10 bucks on Ebay! :) Mondo heels and wedges are a hit-or-miss affair. Some are freaking horrendous but there are still some gems lying out there!

A rather short post; quite obliged too because the blog is getting dead and I have to post some photos up.

Off to Chan's house now!

what is all this rubbish

Being in university kills my social life. Actually no, I should say being in a university so indulgent in social media kills my life. Perhaps I shouldn't blame the university but myself.

Back in the days, I don't own a laptop, I don't surf the net 24/7 (because there's no need to), I don't use the computer at all because the one I had last time took ages to start up.

Hence, I was sleeping earlier, I was also studying more consistently and most importantly I was constantly out and about.

Nowadays I just lie down on my bed and watch videos, which is a horrible transition because it's really bad for the tummy! Imagine all the fats accumulating there! And there's no way a university student can do without the internet because we are always doing some project/research and that requires the magical world of the web!

Aiyoh.

I should really limit my internet usage. I'm becoming a couch-potato (the term has since been upgraded because it's now used towards the computer more than the television) and I DON'T WANT TO BE ONE!

And the exams are coming.

Oh Lord help me.

SHALL LIMIT TO 2 EPISODES PER DAY. NO MORE THAN THAT!

asos shades

Finally got my asos order #2 in. Quite happy with the purchases since all of them fit damn well; just bitter that my shorts were out of stock. bummer.

I like the shades that I bought though. Yum to all of them.

This is the first pair. I think I got the wrong colour. White is really a bad colour to get because I'm a heavy foundation user. The foundation on my face will soil the shades! :( Only for days when I feel secure enough to not use foundation. BLAH. But this was 2 pounds only, so cheapo right. :)

This pair is my favourite. Wearing this make my face look so much smaller. Teehee.

The quirky pair. I feel like making a real prescribed glasses out of this pair. :) We see how it goes.

All these shades will come in handy for my exchange! HOORAH! :)

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For someone as large as me, I have a surprisingly small heart that can only contain memories.

Questions

Why is there so much to worry about?

Why do people take others for granted?

Why is being zen so difficult?

things that make me uber happy

Some awesome photos from all around the blogging world.

Such a nice print this is.

From The Sartorialist: awesome awesome indeed!

Things that I got for my ASOS order number 2! HEEHEEHEE. I got other things, but I will just show the nicer few. :)

other things on my mind

1. How come my hair is still in good condition after dying regularly once a month?
2. How am I going to survive the cold in Sweden?
3. How come I am still certain I'm going to Sweden when INSTEP refuses to reply me? In my mind, I don't really have that nudging feeling that I'm not going. Is that a good sign?
4. Why am I constantly shopping and why is the bank account not depleted? Everytime the bank account gets under 200, pay will be in/grandmother will be here/allowance will be in/angbaos/grandfather will be here. HOW TO STOP MY ADDICTION YOU TELL ME.
5. Yes, I want to go for liposuction.
6. My room is a pig sty. Must clean. Soon.
7. I really do miss him sometimes. Even after 2 years. They said if you don't miss someone after a break-up means you don't really put your all into the relationship. Guess I did put my all. :)
8. I'M NOT STUDYING, I'M SO SCREWED. GOODNESS ME.

the decision

It's always nice to have someone in your mind. Even if that someone is somewhat too challenging for a mediocre individual like me.

Which is the reason why I'm going zen again. After a year of silent admiration and a few months of divulging the fixation to some close friends, I have decided to throw away this unrealistic liking. Better now than when I fall deeper into something really obsessive. That would be terrible.

This reminds me of my adolescent lower secondary school days, when I got so obsessed with the then Head-Prefect. The mistake was letting my entire class know about my infatuation, which then led to the entire level knowing, and then I presume the Head Prefect's entire class. It was a good year, since everyone teased me and girls like to be teased despite whatever else they say. Then on the last day of secondary two, this very kind Head-Prefect decided to show some affection to his girlfriend in front of me, because things got somewhat out of control. His girlfriend was my favourite choir senior, funny how things work.

I went home and cried my heart out. I wrote an entire blogpost on it, and that got his attention. He apologised for his behaviour (I didn't elaborate on what he did so don't wonder why he apologised) and that's the end of it.

He's now still with his girlfriend, and a more mature me actually think they match each other more than ever.

Now...

How come only those privileged few can find their life partners in secondary school?

And what's with my fixation for Head-Prefects? HA.

But I do miss good ol' times though. Since it's more than two years since the break-up, it's okay for me to say such things. (For those lost, this is a completely new discussion. HAHA) I still remember Valentine's Day of 2008 when he came all the way to AJC to pass me my present. :) Good ol' times indeed.

He's now retaking his A Levels and so good luck for everything! :)

I feel so mature. Must be being 21. heehee.